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Indigo Gray

by SLD

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1.
Do Or Say 02:44
It doesn't matter what I do or say You're gonna get what you want anyway You're up when I'm down You're off when I'm on Why did I have to do it? I just had to do it. In my mind it's like a screwed up song My eyes are everywhere but where they belong I'm looking and searching for somewhere else But the clock is always ticking Now it sounds like digging 4 AM I'm sneaking in I make believe I forgot what you told me Then the fight But it ain't about wrong or right I wish I'd known years ago from the start that I'd live this long Every day there's possibilities And still I carry you just like a disease I'm trapped in a corner with my own brush Why did I have to do it? I just had to do it. My ears are ringing while you're chipping stone I laugh when people cry that they're all alone My new favorite place now is anywhere else But the clock is always ticking Now it sounds like digging 5 o'clock Don't you know how to knock? I need a minute to vacuum the vision Then the fight You want her out of my life I can't believe that I can't even have my Miss MPG It doesn't matter what I do or say It doesn't matter what I do or say It doesn't matter what I do or say It doesn't matter what I do or say
2.
She found me here Pretending that nowhere was somewhere good And I even try spin it now Like it all was a summer dream Taking into account Who I was and what I claimed to know She never understood there was a reason I wanted a kindergarten sky Was it worth everything and everyone we ever lost? Are there ever happy endings? Does she know she's everything that any man could ever want? I don't know but I tell you I'm trying. I slip but I never fall Those 30 days were like forever And then I knew what I had was never lost, or found It never went anywhere She took me along for the ride While I stared out the window Looking in every other car's reflection Searching for kindergarten skies Was it worth everything and everyone we ever lost? Are there ever happy endings? Does she know she's everything that any man could ever want? I don't know but I tell you I'm trying. I slip but I never fall Those 30 days were like forever And now I know what I had was never lost, or found It never went anywhere Taking into account What I know and who I claim to be She'll never understood there was a reason I wanted a kindergarten sky
3.
Some other time I might be swept away No, I'm not blind Just don't know what to say It goes down easily When I fall out of time Can you feel it? I can see all around Want to be it Taking a chance on falling down And so it goes A schoolboy fantasy Where no one knows Unless they talk to me I shout it all out loud Tripping myself again Can you feel it? I can see all around Want to be it Taking a chance on falling down
4.
Every Day 03:18
Every day I'm upside down Don't matter in what place Got all these people coming straight for me Gotta hold on And now it seems like it was yesterday I let go of this thing Now I'm busy trying to grab whatever's left Every day Now she's out there on some trip The remnants of me docked If now I told her what she meant to me She would have me cuffed and locked I tell you up and down I walk all day On stares of stranger eyes I think I've seen her pass a thousand times There she goes And all the time you'll find me sitting here I watch them get up first Where the hell are all of them all rushing to? Every day Sometimes I still dream of her But never get too close It's like some cosmic joke's been played on me But I never get the joke I'm back here holding on to this idea That this tinman has a heart But now I've got no one to point it to Gotta have her And over in the corner all hunched up I'm trying to pull the shade While she gets further and further away from me Every day Still back here holding on to this idea That this tinman has a heart But now I've got no one to point it to Gotta have her And over in the corner all hunched up I'm trying to pull the shade While she gets further and further away from me Every day
5.
Here's to old times And everything you hope to find I'm caught in the middle 'Cos we're long long gone Then this was now Oh I needed you and how It only hurts a little 'Cos we're long long gone It was all so long ago it's useless To try and believe that someone cared Deep down inside I know I must have tried To keep it all together But we're long long gone Now I realize Through ever changing skies Through all kinds of weather We're long long gone
6.
Free At Last 03:24
How come it took you so long? To realize you could be wrong It doesn't pay It doesn't matter anyway What were you thinking that day? Still good, but you threw it away Now it seems you'll never know what might have been You had my heart You chose apart Free at last and now we're only in the past Maybe there'll be a next time Make sure you're never that blind Just let go Or else you'll really never know You had my heart You chose apart Free at last and now we're only in the past He's gone, goodbye There's nothing I can do for you No time to cry Wake up girl, it's time to turn the page You had a plan Just understand It's only you There's nothing else for you to do You had my heart You chose apart Free at last and now we're only in the past
7.
No, I don't want to know you now Or how your things worked out Or who you dream about All I want is to close my eyes Not to fantasize But to realize I'm letting go "letting go" I'm keeping it I'm letting go "letting go" 'Cos everything's mine It's over "over" I go I'm keeping it Walking you home and I carry on Although my mind is gone Your laugh goes on and on You with your fuzzy sense of style That little crooked smile It used to make me die... I'm letting go "letting go" I'm keeping it I'm letting go "letting go" 'Cos everything's mine It's over "over" I go I'm keeping it So I sit here while you drink too much Don't even sneak a touch Maybe I think too much Remember when Ol' Petey made you cry? I was the one you dialed I came and made you smile I'm letting go "letting go" I'm keeping it I'm letting go "letting go" 'Cos everything's mine It's over "over" I go I'm keeping it
8.
So Glad 02:53
I planned to end up nowhere Another faceless name in a crowd Out on my feet going down I never felt the speedbump I always knew that I knew it all I'd listen but I never cared There is just no time To get inside me Now I'm not so fine at all So glad I found you here - I never knew this was now so near I dreamed once that you could be - and now I'm So glad I found you here I never saw the speedbumps I just got swept away with the crowd It happened but I never cared Now there's just no time To get inside me Now I'm not so fine at all So glad I found you here - I never knew this was now so near I dreamed once that you could be - and now I'm So glad I found you here
9.
If I had my say I'd find a place And run away to live with a southern girl She'd be everything I'd close my eyes and cross the sky And be by her side Unless it's too late Did her morning come? I will try to be whatever she wants and when she opens up her eyes I'll be the one who says good morning love Is it still real Am I ideal The things in the way Will still weigh us down Is it over now? What did she start she stole my heart She made it so real and when I'm alone I still feel her here I can't imagine anyone who turned my whole world upside down and now I feel like it's our morning love I'm with her Though she hardly understands a word I'm saying She's so quiet now I'll chase her ghosts away When she goes dark My mind goes far Imagining things That blow me away does she remember me? Is it not real It's all I feel Is it just a dream to live with with a southern girl will she walk away
10.
Jenna 03:34
Long on my mind But I've got so much to do now and so little time I wasn't looking now but I can't shake it So maybe I was yeah You're making me wish that I was and wish that I wasn't You're really making it hard We don't have the time or the place just the notion I'll try and be there Jenna Jenna just chased my blues away, yeah Jenna Jenna just chased my blues away, yeah Let's start from top - I'm looking for cold smack devotion Baby you get what you give I'm not gonna chase-you-through-a-maze of what-have-yous I don't even know yeah I'm trying to live like I'm starting all over Erasing the bars and the scars, and the evils inside me We're gonna dance to the corners And turn out the lights there It starts with a quiet call a favor from Lexington Steve and then hot back and forth You don't know me at all But now ev-er-y-thing that you say just takes me away I'm not gonna chase you through a maze of what-ever-happened So little matters at all Whatever he did to the girl there inside you I'll blow it away
11.
Trapped 03:36
Wasn't she the one who'd never lie to me? Was it me who had her heart? Now I fill the time Once spent with her, saying goodbye to me Like a bird that that just falls from the sky We're gone Looking in her eyes I thought I saw it all How it was supposed to be Then I watched the color of those eyes just go from green to gone How I could let this all happen to me we'll see Suddenly the shades will fall And she'll be trapped in the room where I found her I'd love to tell you I'll be gone But I'm still trapped in a world all around her How a heart can change I'll never understand All at once a world goes dark Like trying to find an algebraic answer for a broken heart Some day she will come looking for me Here I'll be Someday her sky will fall In shades of indigo gray all around her I wish to hell I'd be long gone As I revolve like the moon all around her
12.
Head over heels I was Or I thought I was Or maybe just wished I was Easy to close my eyes and pretend We had it all and then some And there was your best friend Just a girl who seemed to want to know everything But there was a reason she was so close to you And even closer to me, yeah Stephanie told me where you spent the night She said, she said she told you not to go But she just had to let me know Suppose it was for the good To make us clear the air To lay it out to see You needed space you said You figured this all out after you talked to Stephanie Stephanie told me she knew I'd be alright She said, she said I'd find someone instead Then she got trapped in my head While she was sitting there talking I got totally hypnotized I wanted to, oh I wanted to! Stephanie told me that she could spend the night We talked about the things that you have done And how you couldn't be "the one." While she watched the sun come up I just stared in surprise at her electric eyes. Stephanie told me she knew you'd be alright She said, you said you'd find someone instead While she stayed here in my bed
13.
There at the window you'll wait when I'm coming home You'll fill my thoughts every day It's all in the design When you are mine I'll always know where you are And I'll never wonder if he hurt you somehow and it's wrong that I'm sitting here blind When you are mine When you are here we'll make this a breeze And it will all be clear what we need To do I'll be the knight every day in your fairy tale No one will ever come close It will all be sublime When you are mine Never will you have to wait too hear me tell you that I Love you more and more every day You won't need any signs When you are mine When you are here we'll make this a dream And it will all be clear what we need To do Never will you understand How it makes me feel when you Reach in the dark for my hand and you press against me and you Tell me that I'll be the one You'll be running to when the Smoke in our lives is all gone No more waiting in line When you are mine

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released March 16, 2016

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An experiment that turned into a musical collaboration via email between two long lost cousins, Paul Costanza and Tom Parisi from Brooklyn, NY.

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