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Lost

by SLD

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1.
He's Got You Now 03:32
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How many times was I there When you needed me to make it through a night? I never asked for anything but you I just assumed there would be a time when we'd be free of all the prying eyes Now I can see it wasn't ever true He's got you now I feel like a stranger He's got you now It's more than I want to know How will it seem in their eyes When the new old man is just like the old You just assume they don't really care What would it take for a-you to understand the reasons he is with you now? Are you that sad just to be with anyone He's got you now No more foolish waiting He's got you now The problem's no longer mine
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Right Place, Wrong Life 02:56
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Just walking, took my time I didn't want to be "over" I can't go back this time There's nothing left here to show her So good, while I'm so bad She doesn't need what I offer Two days I wish I had...not that I'd change Right place, wrong life I built myself up to fall in line No holding hands No glancing goodbyes No "see you then" So good, while I'm so bad She doesn't need what I offer Two days I wish I had Not that I'd change a thing Right place, wrong life I built myself up to fall in line No holding hands No glancing goodbyes No "see you then" Right place, wrong life I built myself up to fall in line No holding hands No glancing goodbyes No "see you then"
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Fly Away 04:05
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Fly away You've had your fun Twice a day Your struggles gone Now you're clean When he's around Close your eyes The devil's gone Make believe Your soul is clean All I was And ever be Just a ghost A secret dream No more living In between Fly away My love Guilty's gone For now Promise me You won't return Not for me You never learn Gave you every Drop of me Now there's nothing Left to me Fly away It's over now Now your life Is all for real This is all we'll ever be The answer wasn't Ever me Fly away My love Guilty doesn't Care anymore
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No Way 03:39
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What became of me Is this who I'm meant to be A weekday puzzle part Perpetual broken heart She has another rule that only applies to fools So let me write it down And make sure that I'm around Because I love her Yes I love her who could love her Still I love her But there's no way She still has the plan Oh, someday I'll be her man When everything is right When frozen hell's in sight Still I love her always love her Who could love her but I love her But there's no way All it takes is a look from her and I'm gone She needs to have some time She's struggling with where and why She needs to keep her world Oh I'll find me another girl But I love her there's no other She will love me If I love her All it takes is a look from her
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Don't Want To Get Over You 02:46
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I want to wake up in your eyes Wanna see them every day I want you all completely mine Never want to hear his name Don't want to get over you Don't want to turn the page Don't want to let this go Don't want to lose my way If I don't get your heart Then I think I'd be much better alone I want to hold you in my arms I think I want it every day I don't know why or what this is Only that I'll find a way Don't want to get over you Don't want to turn the page Don't want to let this go Don't want to lose my way If I don't get your heart Then I think I'd be much better alone Just close your eyes I'll be there Don't want to get over you Don't want to turn the page Don't want to let this go Don't want to lose my way If I don't get your heart Then I think I'd be much better alone Don't want to get over you Don't want to turn the page Don't want to let this go Don't want to lose my way If I don't get your heart Then I think I'd be much better...
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12 to 5 02:19
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Ask me what my girl believes The future goes beyond the sea No matter what I say or do She thinks that I'm her dream come true She just wants to up and go I make believe I'm sensible I wish that it was just a laugh That I fell in love with a photograph She could do much better than me I don't know what she sees Don't know why... She paints me into every song I tell her I won't last that long The only thing where we concur I only want to be with her She always seems to be so sure It's part of her allure Can't go back... All that I can see is now Tomorrow's going to hurt and how I know I shouldn't let her know It's 12 to 5, never let you go
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All I Want 03:12
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Oooh is she all you want? Everything you need? Wreck you with the way that she walks Bring you to your knees If I convinced you that I saw her first Would you let go now and never return She's all that I want All I'll ever need Don't bother saying it's wrong Can't change what I feel Sunlight so blonde that it hurts my eyes Lost at hello, too confused for goodbye Make believe friend, let me ask one more time Is she all that you want? Is she all that you want? Is she all that you want? Will you make all of her dreams come true? Is she the one that makes you want them to? Does your heart skip every beat, lose its place, Whenever you see her face? Jestem w tobie zakochany
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Circles 04:02
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Look at you over there Your hands through your hair I'm watching it all Now it's my turn to shine the spotlight is mine Don't you look away We just sat in the car Don't know who you are Or where you call home You belong to them all don't know me at all But something is wrong We're going in circles Stuck here in circles Just tripping in circles I'm running in circles Don't want to really know anymore Sit with you on the beach Just out of reach Your friends won't go home I was up for the chase Just running in place Then tripping towards home We're going in circles I'm stuck here in circles I'm running in circles Just tripping in circles In circles We're stuck here in circles Just going in circles I'm tripping in circles Don't want to really know anymore
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Lost 04:03
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You came, you saw You used me up But hey, you're sorry I heard you say You've no regrets You think that makes it better While karma doesn't Dull the pain There is no anger You came I left And now I'm driving on and on and on I saw the look in your eyes And then you started to cry You pushed me out of the light Was this part of "the plan?" Maybe I don't understand I saw the look in your eyes Your phone,it hums but not our song You take it walking I want to crawl out of my skin I feel so broken I lay there watching your TV I know all the answers You're back, you're done You think he knows Half on, half off, I'm lost I saw the look in your eyes And then you started to cry You pushed me out of the light Was this part of "the plan?" Maybe I don't understand I saw the look in your eyes I'm driving thirsty and secure I made it happen You call, I'm cold You're bleeding tears You're so old fashioned You tell me I'm still everything But no invitation Three days go by, you fade to black Half on, half off, I'm lost I saw the look in your eyes And then you started to cry You pushed me out of the light Was this part of "the plan?" Maybe I don't understand I saw the look in your eyes
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She 03:11
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She Never wants to hurt me and when she does the fault is mine the dirty secret in her life wreaking havoc all the time That's me The sucker taken for a ride with my will completely blind Begging me to just believe Promise her I'll never leave There she goes Then, comes her time, when the world, pushes into her dreams Only she, closed my eyes When I'm opened them she was gone I would always have to say goodbye but once again she let me go she doesn't have the heart to say that she needs to go away until her world begins to fray Waiting here never counting on the fear that maybe this time it's for real maybe she has to learned to deal with all the things that brought her here the first time
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Only The Sky 04:04
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Every cold morning sun Made me hate I was one Half of me just to hold you So it wasn't in doubt I went and let it all out Suddenly it was all I could say Quickly cut to scene two Mix Chicago and you Crashing down like the New Jersey rain Snow along the runway Lost for what I could say to the stranger who answered your phone Now it doesn't seem "lonely" Is a word than can adequately state Once I made up my mind That I want only you to love me Then I watched you sublime Now there's only the sky above me Still I had to see you Though you pushed, I came through Foolishly I thought I had the key Overwhelmed I can't speak Lost so much in a week Trust like broken glass lost in the bed Still I buttoned down slowly Blinded by all the things that you said Once I made up my mind That I want only you to love me Then you made it sublime Now there's only the sky above me Lost in yellow and blue Don't know how I got through Watched you smoke in the mirror Made me button back up Crushed me like a damn bug Don't know how I kept going at all All the time that I held you I felt my sanity slipping away Once I made up my mind That I just wanted you to love me You got lost in the sky Now there's only a sky above me No, I'll never be over
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Midnight Eyes 02:26
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Ooh, I wonder if she sees me Hanging on to every word Keeping things that could deceive me down I wonder what she's heard? Doesn't everyone believe they've got an inside track on here Midnight eyes, they can't be lies I'm gone...wait, hold on Seeing signs that can't be really there I don't know what they mean Oh be cool, be cruel, don't lose it now Just take it scene to scene Can't be that I'm whistling in the dark no one could be that wrong Midnight eyes, they can't be lies I'm gone...come on, hold on Do I ask her if she sees it? Do I wait for something strong? Can I even take it half way? Am I taking way too long? Sly and coldly calculating Maybe she won't ever dare Time is running out on waiting God, I hope...no, no, it's there Plots, tricks, and plans in my hands I think I see it now Midnight eyes, they can't be lies I'm gone...come on, hold on
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You're Not Me 03:57
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What does it feel to be like you? To never know which way the morning sun or rain or even fog will change the day's direction too bad - you don't know what you had -but you're not me There was a time when I believed You weren't such a total drag I wrote a hundred songs for what I used to think was really you So wrong - it took me so damn long - but you're not me Your boy is gone He left a good a year ago But you're so strong Or so you claim, I know I know you know I know you know I felt a light go on while you were telling me you need some time to get this thing of ours together in your addled mind Just breathe - wide-eyed - now I see So wrong - it took me so damn long too bad - you don't know what you had -but you're not me Go play your part I love it when you fake a heart, you're so convincing You're here and you're gone, but now there's no one left to even know you're missing It's gone Honey, it's gone Gone, gone, gone, gone
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You Went Along With It 02:49
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You went along with it You went along with it too I turned my back on it You were supposed to come through Didn't you understand when I turned you away It was just for a while Don't you know how to play? I let it go And then you went along with it too I couldn't see through it I couldn't see through the pain While you were here I just never believed that you'd change Through it all I believed we could never be less Than the most you believed, I'd just fill in the rest I let it go And then you went along with it too Ooh, though it's getting so late I'm still waiting All that I need is a sign, I'm still waiting Cold sunny day here and I can't believe what I've done Wherever you are now You've still got to know you're the one Though it causes you pain to remember me now Just remember the times when I loved you and how You're letting me go now And I'll go along with that too First I let it go And then you went along with it too Along with it too
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Last Night 03:33
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Last night I dreamed that you were here Sitting quietly off by yourself You looked at me but never said a word Why now? You've never been before Barely think of you at all these days You looked so perfect, nothing out of place Last night I dreamed that you were here... Turned my head and suddenly you're gone Went to look for you and found you laying in the dark next to Reality Told you I stilled loved you, always will Reality then turned away Dont worry love, somehow it will be over soon Last night I dreamed that you were here... Eyes wide open, still nary a word Somehow in my heart I knew you would be leaving soon Clock ticking in my head Wide awake but still so full of you Still so perfect in my mind's-eye But you'll fade away by nightfall like dreams do
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Sooner Or Later 04:00
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Hello my weary friend I see you fell again This time the hurt goes on and on and on You chased another dream Again not what it seemed Sometimes you need to scratch and dig and fight The truth will set you free Sooner or later You'll find the one sooner or later She will find a way You know I'm here for you Not much that I can do... There is no better friend for you than time Please put your hope away A dreadful thing to say Sooner or later You'll find the one sooner or later She will find a way
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Humble Girl 05:10
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Down inside I wonder if you really know Why i tried If you can tell me i would really like to know Heart made of paper mache Something a guilty rain can wash away Here I stand Afraid of nothing at all Cardboard man Soaked from the bottom up and now about to fall What kind of dumb was it to stay Even a bird has the sense to fly away Humble girl, who'd never let me go Surely I was wise enough to know Humble girl, so careful with her heart Nothing left to do but fall apart Here I fall Another matter of time Same old Paul The wrong direction and forever alley blind Heart made of paper mache Something a guilty rain will wash away Humble girl, who'd never let me go Surely I was wise enough to know Humble girl, so careful with her heart Nothing left to do but fall apart

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released August 30, 2020

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An experiment that turned into a musical collaboration via email between two long lost cousins, Paul Costanza and Tom Parisi from Brooklyn, NY.

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